Missing Marlene

FRIDAY September 14th, 2018 20 WEEKS Living without you is still unbelievably challenging. The best I can do some day's is try not to think about it; this lonely world , , , sans you. I remember how we  grieved together when  Doug  left us July 23, 1969. That took months and months to even begin to get through , through , , , but by no means over. Same here but maybe worse in some aspects. You and I were blessed with many more years TWO-GETHER [ thank God ] but that leaves me with even more memories; memories to ponder, laugh over, cry over and sometimes stab me to the very core of my heart. Marlene, you were always there to hold my hand and my heart when any sadness hurt me. Now, you're the reason for the sadness of my heart and soul. and consequently you can no longer hold my hand to help me through this one. And OH GOD how I wish

FRIDAY, June 22, 2018 I have found myself truly laughing [ as I used to do pre-April 27th ] this week.  Something so "simple", yet to me, quite a feat and I one I didn't even think about until today.  Feels good to be closer to being "Greg" again, after what seems like, a l-o-n-g period of time.  I've been able to "fake it" for weeks, but it wasn't "real", now it is. THANK YOU GOD !

  I've had thoughts of creating a Blog such as this for weeks. I won't share this with anyone, save perhaps my sister's "kids"  and maybe Ron. [ I worry about Ronnie,,, a lot. ] I hope that should I share this Blog with them,  they will NOT share it with any one else. This Blog will not be made known on Facebook, nor should any one else make it so known on FB. Things shared here will be " raw emotions " and as such, should not be spread around. If I discover that this Blog reaches those  that I wish didn't know of it, I will change the title of the Blog and the Blog address. This Blog will probably not be uplifting and inspiting at all times. Quite the contrary; " raw emotions " as stated above. There will be videos from You Tube posted here. Depending on where my "head is at" those videos may be sad in nature. TEARS are a Gift from God, just as SMILES a

SUNDAY, JUNE 17th, 2018 TODAY was a LOVELY day at Church, much different from last Sunday = Thank YOU God !!! I felt the presence of my heavenly family in the best way possible. My Church family warmed my heart to no end today also.  It was simply a Wonder-Filled Sunday. God is good all the time,,, all the time God is good! THIS is the song I chose to end today's Church Service: Miss you and Love you Weiner , , ,  ALWAYS *******   *******   *******