March 26, 2019

FRIDAY

September 14th, 2018

20

WEEKS

Living without you is still unbelievably challenging.

The best I can do some day's is try not to think about it;

this lonely world , , , sans you.

I remember how we 

grieved together

when 

Doug 

left us

July 23, 1969.

That took months and months

to even begin to get through,

through , , , but by no means over.

Same here

but maybe worse

in some aspects.

You and I were blessed with many more years

TWO-GETHER

[ thank God ]

but that leaves me with even more

memories;

memories

to

ponder,

laugh over,

cry over

and

sometimes

stab me to the very core of my heart.

Marlene,

you were always there

to

hold my hand

and

my heart

when any sadness

hurt

me.

Now,

you're the

reason

for the

sadness

of

my

heart and soul.

and

consequently

you

can no longer

hold my hand to help me

through

this one.

And

OH GOD

how I wish you could.

This

VAST and ENDLESS

VOID

seems 

so

D

E

E

P

I sometimes doubt I'll ever survive it.

Gotta go for now Sis,

tears to plentiful to continue.

LOVE

and

MISS YOU

far beyond

description

Punkin'

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