March 26, 2019
FRIDAY September 14th, 2018 20 WEEKS Living without you is still unbelievably challenging. The best I can do some day's is try not to think about it; this lonely world , , , sans you. I remember how we grieved together when Doug left us July 23, 1969. That took months and months to even begin to get through , through , , , but by no means over. Same here but maybe worse in some aspects. You and I were blessed with many more years TWO-GETHER [ thank God ] but that leaves me with even more memories; memories to ponder, laugh over, cry over and sometimes stab me to the very core of my heart. Marlene, you were always there to hold my hand and my heart when any sadness hurt me. Now, you're the reason for the sadness of my heart and soul. and consequently you can no longer hold my hand to help me through this one. And OH GOD how I wish